How do I know
Which path to choose
Which will make me happy forever
And which are short lived
I cannot seem
To stick with one for long
I realize
I talked myself into happiness
And that its not really what I want
Then I tell myself that doesnt matter
That I will never get what I want
Because true happiness only ever exists
For a moment
Therefore I should stop trying to find it
It will either find me or it wont
For its not in my hands
But rather
In the hands of fate