Its hard to express
My feelings of apprehension
As I realize I have to grow up
And deal with my issues
Face my fears
Remove the mask
And look back at the years
My cold hearted ways cant last forever
Slowly but surely
They sneak past my barriers
I so carefully erected
They infect me like a virus
One that is incurable
The blood begins to warm
And the heart to awaken from slumber
Until there is no doubting
That I cannot go back to what I used to be