Years of suffering
Moments of extreme pain
All in vain
Nothing could prepare me
For what I may have to do
My heart of stone no longer exists
And now I realize what is going on
Not by any fault of my own
Friends put before me a choice
Indirectly they make me choose
Who means more
And who I have to lose
I don’t understand
How this came to be
All I know is
My heart will break before this is done