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Why do I feel the need scream?

Why do I need to hide?

Why do I feel these things inside?

I see others walking by with happy smiles

Oh the jealousy for they have what I crave

How does one co-exist with this world in peace?

I can't understand their normal lives

Can't they see how hard it is for me?

I struggle to keep my mind clear

Feeling compulsion to do what I must

No one else sees or understands

And yet it still must be done

I want their freedoms

I want their minds and happiness

I feel twisted and mangled

My soul escapes into alternate worlds

World that my sickened mind creates

I know that what I believe to be true is not

I know that I create what I see and believe in mind

But I can't stop

I can't stop the hate or the rage

And with each thought I bring myself down

Down into this depressed state

Tears I cry for created lies

Tears I cry for my crazy and demented life

Will I ever be normal?

Can I be like the twinkled eyed normals?

Will I always want death to welcome me

Will I always need more and more?