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I battle within myself about the things I sacrificed

Given up aspects of my life for selfish reasoning and pride

The concept of another taking what I left behind was not conceived

But now the hardest part is accepting reality

How do I contain the rage that seems to build at each thought?

I have to let go and face the fact-

That someone else will pick up where I left off

Hurt is what  I feel for all the things they will achieve

She will hold another's hand and call her "Mommy"

Will I learn to live with what I've done?

I changed her life and now she'll move on

My sweet little one from me you were born

But now it'll be another that waits for you to come home

Your arms she will feel in a loving embrace

Bedtime stories and confection kisses, she'll take my place

Will you feel I abandoned you and your love I gave away?

I never meant to hurt  yoou or for things to be this way

Please baby girl know that no matter what-

Mommy always loves you with every beat of her heart

No matter the distance or the choices I make

Your always my daughter which no one can replace

I hope when your older that you will understand

Things between me and Daddy somehow went bad

Please hold on the memory in your heart and never let go

I'll always be with you as you learn and grow

Whatever you need- please trust that I'll do

Your my sweet sunshine baby and I'll always love you