Here I am in my safe haven fortress filled with so much sadness and despair.
Why do I stay in this glass house marriage of security?
So many denials, trials and yet I feel as though I am loosing what is me
I don't want this, but I take it to be responsible, to do what is best.
The good and the bad each go hand in hand in this world of mine.
I hope you understand why I do the things that I do...I think you do.
One day it will end and then the freedom will become a reality
But for now I just dream of passion aroused by nights filled with fire
Life everlasting full of desire , looking for someone, searching for love.
He will know my fantasies and the darkness which lives in my soul
He will be my love, my life & will fill this insatiable yearning for....Life
Wanting and thirsting for his taste and longing for his touch
Loving and wanting so much , so much lost in the uncertainty
The glass house will shatter and I will run from this life
No longer chained by responsibility to cause me heartache and strife
Searching this dark abyss that is my soul, awakening the buried me
The passion filled with whispers and lustful cravings of the flesh
Kisses sweet as nectar of the Gods, no sadness and tears of despair.
The man of my future will free me and I will be the real me no longer broken into.
Look into my eyes and see what I am, feel me creep into your reality
I am the Mistress of your tomorrow and you are the Master of my dreams
Do you fear me my love? You will be the one to have all my love, the dream come true of which I search
Wandering, searching forever haunting for what is inevitably ......YOU