Asking myself questions
About things I do not understand
Questions about myself
Trying to find who I am
Only managing to drive myself nuts
Or was I already insane
Lots of shit can do that
Bottled hurt and pain
I want to know
I must figure this out
But no answer comes
Just makes me want to shout
No one can help me
Too true I know
But am I meant to see
Fuck it my brains I’m gonna blow
~Chrystal
Written on
October 18, 2005