How do I end up
Hurting?
Wait the pain isn’t mine –
I hurt others,
How; why?
I never meant to hurt
Cause all of this
Why can’t it be better?
I love you
Really, truly
Why can’t you love me?
How come?
Is your pain, your hate,
Too deep?
To say those three small words?
I’m so sorry momma
Forgive me
I never meant to hurt
You most of all
I love you mommy
~Chrystal
Written on
September 29, 2002