Deflection

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2011

You know I am

Brain dead

With a heart

That’s as heavy as lead

 

I can’t talk

To anyone

Or have any

Sort of fun

 

I can’t think for myself

And am getting fat

But I am told

I can get a tat

 

So who’s crazy now?

Me who wants to think

For myself? Or you for trying

To keep me on this brink?

 

Holding me back and down

Scared that if I do think

For myself I will

Know everything and sink

 

Right into that hell

That you’ve always feared

That my life will be

From your life, seared

 

So I know that its not

Me you’re trying to protect

No not at all, it never really was

Its me you’re trying to deflect

 

~Chrystal

Written on

January 18, 2011 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one was written about my parents. How they are trying to keep me from everything, and my feelings toward this. I never did get that tat by the way. Because even though I wanted it, I didnt get it because a friend of mine said no.

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