You know I am
Brain dead
With a heart
That’s as heavy as lead
I can’t talk
To anyone
Or have any
Sort of fun
I can’t think for myself
And am getting fat
But I am told
I can get a tat
So who’s crazy now?
Me who wants to think
For myself? Or you for trying
To keep me on this brink?
Holding me back and down
Scared that if I do think
For myself I will
Know everything and sink
Right into that hell
That you’ve always feared
That my life will be
From your life, seared
So I know that its not
Me you’re trying to protect
No not at all, it never really was
Its me you’re trying to deflect
~Chrystal
Written on
January 18, 2011