Questions Without Answers

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2001

What is love?

Is there truly such a thing?

 

I thought I had it many times past

And I found, through a broken heart,

That it wasn’t real at all

 

If there isn’t love at all

Why then do I believe I have fallen -

Into this pit so many times?

 

Here I am thinking I have it all

When in truth I have nothing but pain

 

I ask for only the small things

Things that have no material value at all

Yet I cannot get any of it

 

So I ask for things with a price

And still I receive nothing

 

What am I to do?

Many have told me to get out of it

Yet I am unable to leave

 

Am I stuck with this unbearable pain?

I don’t want to be at all

For it tears me into pieces every day

 

I seem to have nothing left,

No life, no love, no heart, nor soul

 

What am I to do with this?

I can’t comprehend what to do

 

To leave, or to stay

That is the real question

One I, to this day, cannot answer

 

~Chrystal

Written on

April 8, 2001 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was about an ex. There were no answers for me.

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