I once had a miracle so bright and gay
Love as great as it can in form be found
For a while I honestly, and truly believed
I was heaven bound
Then on me it did crash
One spring day when he ran from it all
He wouldn't speak to me about anything
Around his heart he put up a thick wall
He left me for another girl, prettier than I
I suppose that is why it hurt so much
He was my world; I left my friends for him
What I needed most I didn’t have, an emotional crutch
Slowly I began to realize he wasn’t everything
And that I could go on living without him
So that is what I did surprisingly easily
Now have a new guy, an even better one named Tim
~Chrystal
Written on
September 30, 2000