What do you when it over
When that flame burned so hot
Is extinguished and the smoke has dispersed
It may not be your fault or mine
This was to happen it was obvious
Sooner or later it would, we knew it
The time has come for us
I can feel it I know you can too
That magical feeling has left us both
That feeling that made us soar
Above everyone and everything
All we needed was each other
We were invincible, you and I
Nothing could get to us
It was so perfect, we were so perfect
But for some reason that feeling faded
But it was so strong our bond was so strong
We were inseparable, bonded with love
I can’t understand it, as easy as it seems
The thought is incomprehensible
How something how something so real can fade
So unbelievably quickly it did so
That’s why I understand it not
I only know one thing at this point
I want that feeling back so badly
I need to feel it again; I need it from you
It felt so real and right with you
I can’t imagine it from anyone else
But I suppose I must at least try to
For I ended our relationship, ended it all
I ended it on the grounds that things had changed
You don’t call or try at all it seems
Although I have pleaded for you to do so
I guess I shouldn’t dwell on the past
Even though it hurts me I do it anyway
Even though it didn't appear so, it did
Its over and that is the final word
The very painstaking one
That word is "goodbye"
~Chrystal
Written on
September 26, 2000