The rain covered my tears
and for a moment
you appeared
The figment quickly faded
with the light
If only i gave up
I wouldn't have been
cut up
and my mind may
have a touch of sanity
but it was not to be
you made it clear
you don't love me
and i'm stranded
in the hole
you left behind
because your fine
at first i thought
oh well ok good bye
cause you were
nothing but a
nusciance in my mind
but soon i found
the more you smiled
the more i cried
my spirit died
I don't hate you to love you
I don't love you to hate you
The things i make myself do
I just want to tell you....
that i'll never understand
why it all happened