I never knew a single glance
or half smile would
make me feel like this
I never told him of that dream
and simply that we kissed
no it wasn't real
so why am i wishing it was
still you were curious
a little feel of lust
I spilled my guts to everyone
everyone but you
and in the end
i reliezed why you told me no
and why you were concerned
when i still wanted to go
i know that i hurt you
i know i hurt everyone
all i ever wanted was to
laugh and just have fun
i cried so many nights
missing you in secret
i want to tell you and start over
but still someone keeps me
wraped up and im not sure
what it is i really want
but one thing i do know
i miss you and im sorry