*Forbidden Love*

My body is cold and weary

  trying to shake thoughts from my head

but lying in my room tearing

I can't control my dreams or what i said

revealing what i've hidden

though i force the feelings away

untill heart is numb, forbidden

can't break the hold where i lay

I caught your eye for a moment

and watched your smile slowly fade

if you only knew the torment

I'll never be okay

why do secretly gaze beyond the tables

watching as you laugh and eat?

why do i fill my head with things

that i know could never be?

I can never tell a soul about how i still feel

and even if i did you'd never believe it was real

its true my heart belongs to another

and that i gave him my soul

so i don't understand why i bleed

my spirits growing old

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