I can't explain these tears
for there is not one reason to be crying
But the more I hold them in
the more i feel i'm dying
And that light you used so well
to make every smile glow
somehow is now too bright
for me to even say hello
And if i was a decent friend
I would not feel this way
If i were not so greedy
then all this would be okay.
It must just be jealously
that turns its ugly head
and i can't help but think
maybe i was misread
Its almost like i'm helpless
trapped with no escape
all i can do now
is watch you take the bait
I know you can't hear me
or even see my face
because in ur mind i've disappeared
and your stuck in that place