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Closure
I cried for you for the last time.
Yesterday I wasn't so sure.
Now I've gotten my closure.
I have to move on.
Never staying still for too long.
All the pretty faces cast down on me.
I'm deaf to what they say.
I'm blind to what they see.
I don't believe in true love anymore.
I've had my fill, I know this for sure.
Can't believe how you so quickly replaced me.
I couldn't have ever replaced you so easily.
From now on I'm not settling for less.
I intend to put them to the test.
My heart isn't so easily won.
I don't give in to no one.
I'm not looking forward to playing the game.
To many times former I've been slain.
Carrying it on to the new relationship.
Playing hands past dwelt,never learning from it.
I'm damaged goods
I'm marked-down second hand.
I'm a fixer-upper.
I'm weathered by tears.
I'm aged by time.
I've spent so much time trying to fix them.
Never focused as much on myself.
I've always played the hero.
I can't play Superman forever.
Now I know for sure.
I've gotten my closure.
I don't want to hate anymore.
I've done it all too many times before.
There's no need to feel bitter.
I've already done that and been there.
I'm too brave to feel so scared.
I'll met someone new in due time.
I'm in no rush to call him mines.
I can't just jump into the next stranger's bed.
My feelings and emotions run much deeper than that.
I'm no longer so eager,
I don't have to rely on someone like before.
I'm learning to be my own person again.
Only myself do I need to be-friend.
I'm moving on too.
Eventually I'll forget about you.
You'll just be a stain on my memory.
I have to remain positive.
It's not like it's the first time I've been through this.
These feelings are not at all new to me.
Being heart-broken never gets easy.
I've lied in all their faces.
Saying that I'm okay but I'm not.
I'm portraying someone I'm not.
I come off a bitch but I'm broken.
I'm guarded,barbed wire has never been so sharp.
My heart is caution-taped,it's a murder scene.
I'm missing the bloody dagger just the same.
The only thing I know is that I need closure.
I can't waste another day on you.
You've moved on so why can't I?
I guess you loved me less than I did you.
Atleast your safe and warm.
You have someone else's shoulder to cry on.
I'm no longer going to be there.
I have to focus on the one who really cares.
From now on I'm looking out just for myself.
I'm holding true to my nature,I'm being selfish.
Didn't you know it's a "dog-eat-dog" world.
"You can't teach an old dog new tricks".
it's so true what I've heard.
I've spent all that time trying to complete you.
I need to spend the rest of my life solving me.
I'm a walking contradiction.
I say one thing and do the other.
I always keep them guessing.
It must be my defense mechanism.
I sabatoge myself at a second's notice.
I feel better when things are going wrong.
Atleast that's something I'm familiar with.
I feel unease when things are going my way.
I throw a wrench in the gears,
I tend to fuck it up on purpose.
Maybe I crave catastrophe.
Never letting them know me.
Putting my fakest face forward.
I'm afraid to let them see who I really am.
The truth of the matter is that I'm broken.
I've been broken for aslong as I can remember.
I give them my heart but never let them enter.
I've finally found my much needed closure.
I'm never going to hurt like i have before.
No man is worth my tears anymore.
I'm not going to fall victim to a pretty face.
Because a face is just a front.
I know what they're all about.
Use once then destroy.
Get your kicks then dismiss.
We're all just getting one over on another.
I'm not going to play that role anymore.
I'm moving on,no longer am I to be stepped on.
Constant hurt I'm no longer going to endure.
Today I've gotten my closure.
