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Break
I wonder why I still feel sad.
Missing someone I felt like I never had.
I don't want to reconcile we've done it too many times before.
I have to break this vicious cycle once and for all.
We'd just be hurting ourselves if we decided to talk again.
I've loved you more then anyone else yet I can't be friends.
To hear you've gone on and met someone new.
Feels like someone took my heart and rang it through.
If I keep strong maybe one day I'll get over you.
To hear your voice would make me break.
I've already taken all that I could take.
Our pocket-watch has rusted.
We've greased over the gears time and time again.
Our time has finally come to an end.
I think of you every time I pick up the phone.
But I know my talking to you won't help no one.
I'd be like throwing salt on the wound.
I must think of what is best for me and not get swooned.
I foolishly thought you were the one.
Anything Disney makes me want to run.
Run away from all the signs.
That maybe I did something wrong.
Even the songs on the radio seem to haunt me.
Listening to Lady Gaga still does break me.
We've met our bitter end.
You we're once my closest friend.
I felt like I could tell you anything and you'd never ridicule me.
No one else has ever worshiped me as a thing of beauty.
Maybe we were both a bit too young when we met.
We had the fire of passion in our eyes.
But the flame died out.
As we began to see who we really were.
Are egos seemed to clash time after time.
But our time together wasn't all that bad.
I admit we did have some fun times.
I can honestly say life was never boring with you.
We've lit our wick at both ends day in and day out.
I'm not saying either one of us are perfect.
I think we're both to blame.
We both took part of this.
I don't want to partake in the blame game.
We've hurt one another just the same.
Towards the end though I feel you loved me a bit more.
It was wrong of me to keep you.
Then again you've kept me there too.
Now I'm sitting here trying hard not to think of you.
Only after the music stops do I remember you.
The music's no good without you.
Our snow globe was clear and so magical at first.
We seemed to live in our own little world.
But now all my memories have become murky.
They're polluting me, forever trapped inside my brain.
I now that making up is out of the question.
Because the cycle will just go on.
Wash,rinse,repeat as desired.
I don't desire to do this anymore.
I'd like to sanitize all this heartache from my soul.
You we're my world, yet the sky begun to fall.
Signs from above crashing down all over me.
Forcing me to take notice of things I didn't want to see.
This planet was flat,
because I could only see what was in front of me.
I left to outer-space,
I felt too much of an alien in that place.
I never quite felt like I ever fit in.
I regret abducting your love and trying to co-exist.
You breathed oxygen I nitrogen.
I think that's were our problems began.
Two different beings just can't be together.
I thought our opposites are what drew us closer.
I really thought that 's what made us work.
But the silence is excruciating,
when theres nothing left to talk about.
You we're a fish out of water.
You we're suffocating on the sand.
Struggling as you tried to walk on the land.
I was a ferocious lion.
Barring my teeth every time I had to jump through a ring of fire.
Resisting the whip but excepting the abuse just the same.
I came to mistake it as affection.
I guess that proves how f*cked up I really am.
I thought at least somebody loves me.
I didn't even love myself enough to put my foot down.
I let you tap dance all over me,
I'll be damned if I let you dance over my grave.
You'll never be the death of me.
I've already played that game before.
In my past I've made to many mistakes.
Only in private for you I will break.
I pray that time is my friend and heals all.
No, you won't be receiving my call.
To hear your voice would cause me to break.
My own voice will crack and I'll get choked up inside.
Taking in your sweet oxygen again would only smother me.
I'm not from your galaxy and I'm a highly evolved being.
I know as the days pass by I'll be just fine.
I hope I eventually forget that you were once mine.
Know that I've never loved as hard with anyone else,
As I have with you.
Being in love never felt as real,
As It did when I was with you.
This vampire's heart has been impaled by the wooden stake.
From this moment on for no one I will break.
