Sitting here; aimlessly writing
About my thoughts of you
Nothing in particular
It's just something to do
While you're not with me
You're somewhere else tonight
I'll be sleeping lonely again
And no, I'm not alright
I'm feeling a little selfish
Because i want you all to me
But i know because you have other people
That'll never be
I just want to lay there
And whisper in your ear
And feel you holding on to me
Satisfied that you're here
I want to kiss your mouth so softly
And tell you what you're worth
Recite you poetic lines like
You're my heaven and my earth
I want to play you slow, soft music
Light candles by the bed
Rub your back and repeat
Everything i just said
I wish right now you were with me
So i could tell you rather than write
But you're with someone else right now
You won't be coming home again tonight
But I'm sure I'll see you tomorrow
And my feelings won't change by then
And I'm sure you'll be with me the next day
And i can do it all again
Just know that I'm thinking of you
Lying awake in our cold room
I guess I'll have to be patient
And i know you'll be back soon
damn hopefully your next valintines day want be so lonely like mine always are