This man I call mine
He don’t act right
He is gone all day
And doesn’t come home at night
When he finally comes home
I ask him where did he go
He tells me with his boys
Should I believe him? I don’t know
I love him so much
I can’t even lie
Without his thuggin ass
I think I would die
I let him do what he wants
I usually don’t care
But the thoughts in my head
Are too much for me to bear
I say to myself
Girl- just let it go
But regardless of what my head says
My heart still tells me no
I look deep in myself
And I like what I see
I’m a good ass woman
A good wife to be
I cook and I clean
I don’t cheat, I don’t lie
So why does this man
Wanna make me cry?
I know I could make someone happy
He treats me like dirt
I wish I could leave
I hate the way I hurt
I go to the club
Other men be stalkin
But I don’t even look back
I just keep on walkin
I am beginning to hate
What I have loved from the start
I’ve loved him for years
And he has my heart
One day, I say
I will leave and be gone
But I have to keep waiting
Til my heart becomes strong
I don’t like to think
Of my life without Dave
But I am tired and depressed
I feel like his slave
I do all I can
To make this go right
But he still wants to yell
Argue, fuss, and fight
Maybe one day
He’ll come back to me
Maybe he’ll realize
Maybe he’ll see
That what he has done
Is broken me down
He’s kicked in my heart
And left it on the ground
“You don’t deserve this”
My heart says to me
“Run as fast as you can
You’ll be better off you’ll see”
I have tried to run
But my feet just won’t go
My head tells me yes
My heart tells me no
One day I’ll be strong
I’ll be able to leave
But for now, it’ll be fine
I’ll make myself believe
My life is ok
If I ignore all this shit
I mean I’m better off than some
My man doesn’t hit!
But, he might as well
It feels just the same
I may not have the bruises
But I still have the pain
Once school is done
I promise I’ll be gone
But I’m afraid to be lonely
I don’t want to be alone
I need all the comfort
And the kisses and hugs
The shit I aint never found
From the gangstas and thugs
Since I was eleven
I knew Dave was the one
When I was 16
I had him and got sprung
Now here I am
In this bed torn apart
He just walked out the door
Come back- you have my heart!