Shhh



Shhh…

Talk quiet

Whisper that secret in my ear

When nobody is looking

Nobody is listening

Sneak your looks when she looks away

Finally

Walk out to follow me when she’s distracted

Finally

Think about me

When she’s not on your mind

Finally

Cuttin corners when we get a chance

You think they know?

Do you really care?

Do I?

Naw-I don’t have a problem

Not being able to look at her in her eyes

No problem thinking he knows and how he’ll view me

His almost

Baby

Mama

He doesn’t care

So why would he care

Confusion consumes my mind

My heart tells me no

My head tells me no

But my jealousy and curiosity

Fight back and forth

Like our glances

I’m not trying to play you

Not callin when I said I would

It’s not a scheme

Just an unsure feeling

Coming over me

I want you

Wanted you the day I met you

Wished you were the one on the phone

Wished you were the one to help me make the decisions

Made

By him

Why things turn out this way? I’ll never understand

Fate?  Stars?

This god person?

Just because were two sexy people tryin to try new things?

Maybe that’s it

So lets do this

Think of all the things you’re gonna do to me

Walk away from your friends

Walk with me

But talk quietly

I don’t think

They know yet…










Author's Notes/Comments: 

To a Secret Lover who never became my lover...just my enemy.
Men...no matter the situation- NO MEANS NO!

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