Never thought I’d end up here
The place of which David would speak
Now I’m known as a number
And I dare not be viewed as weak
Trust is a rare commodity
For friends- there is a lack
Love you find inside only yourself
And you have to scratch your own back
Watched when you walk
When you sleep and when you eat
There are times when you sit for hours
With shackles on your hands and your feet
You can cry all you want
But there’s nothing you can do
You can sleep to forget
But when you wake- it’s still true
Mail call is like payday
It’s the best thing for some
Or it could be the worst part
Because sometimes there’s none
I’ll never come back
Some people are saying I will
But I gotta get out right now
So I’m gonna to take this deal
I turn my back to these walls
I’ll return to my home
Where I don’t have to pray for paper
And burden people when I call on the phone
I’ll cut my ties with Playboy
I’ll try to resist his smile
I’ll lay low for a minute
Stay out the hood for a while
Gotta make money to pay fines
Gotta get my shit tight
Gotta get back to the streets
So I can be alright
I won’t be back
That is my word
I’ll never again
Be called a jailbird