I ask myself
Why do I miss you?
Because you have brought me to my low
I’m havin a hard time shakin you
Daily waiting for your return
And your girl’s havin a hard time shakin you
And daily she waits for your return
Her letters keep you alive
While thoughts of you are killin me
Drivin me insane
And I’m knowing I should forget
Because you forgot
But my memories won’t erase
All those good times
When I was your Bonnie
Riding
Dying
For you
Then making the ultimate sacrifice for you
Withheld from my loved ones
And you
Cut off from everything I knew
For you
Because of you
And my comeback has been hard
Getting over you
Has been hard
Getting back up
Has been hard
Forgetting about you
Hard
Thinking about you
Hard
Knowing that I need to forget but not finding the strength to do so because you are the shit, Playboy and you keep my mind in high gear, and you may never understand how much I think I love you…
So hard
Impossible
Out of the question
I never meant to confuse you
I never meant to mislead you
I never meant to appear to be someone else
I only wanted to be that one
That one to hold you down
That one to hold you up when things were down
That one that you think about
Daily
Every second of every minute
Of every goddamn hour
Of every mutha fuckin day
Playboy-
I’m pleading with you
Get out of my head
You gotta do you
I gotta do me
And she’s gonna do you
While I do someone else and think about you because oooh- I remember those times that we just couldn’t stop doing what we did and the music in our ears moved our bodies in ways that we didn’t know we could move
Hurry up Playboy
I give a damn what they say
I just want to see you
To touch you
To kiss you
To hold you
To see that smile you got that brings me to my knees
Just because they put you away
You haven’t gone away
And I love the thought of you still
Nobody knows this but you…
I miss you
Wow Michele this was so full of emotion. Passion, love, lust, despair. I loved this.
I think the secret is out but I dug the poem