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For My Truest Love

How did we get here?

Daily arguments

Brandishing weapons

Hiding smiles

Dried up tears can no longer fall

From best friends

to enemies we don't need

From getting dressed to way too stressed

From having fun to not giving you none

From good smells to loud yells

Loving you was never this hard

And oh how I want to continue

But is it as worth it to you

As it is to me?

Is it as worth it to me

As I wish it would be?

We're regular people

With everyday issues of our own

We have our separate lives

But we bring it close to our together lives

We're poisoning each other's beautiful sides

We're causing frowns where smiles use to arise

From "you're great" to damn near hate

From poetry of admiration to living in damnation

From loving you like crazy to "you're just lazy"

I'm not bored

I'm not out of love

I'm not trying to see you walk away

I want to be with you every day

And I still miss you when you're gone

I still yearn for your touch

But our problems apart cause us to tear each other apart

And the one I should be holding

Becomes the one that I'm scolding

And the one you use to turn to

Your eyes now burn through

But I can't turn my back on you

Because of all the things we've been through

You were my best friend

I could talk to you about anything

Now everytime we talk

It turns to who can talk louder

And who can kick harder

And who can pack faster



Now, I haven't written a word in months

And this is simply a release

Poetry it may not be,

I'll have to read it and see

But, in any form, sir

I love you

and I never want to lose you

You are the friend I need

Yours is the touch I need to feel

Yours is the smile I need to see

You're my hero

You're my backbone



You're my reason



You're my man



I love you

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