Sonnet For Playboy

Folder: 
Playboy

How do I love thee?

I don’t know if I do-

But the way you got me feelin’

Whooooooo



From the moment we met

You had me in the palm of your hand

You had me doin everything the very first night

Just like you had planned



I was trying to be good

Keeping composure and class

But you had me actin like R.Kelly

With your young ass



The things you said

Made me tingle in ways-

I never knew existed

Back in those days



“I’ve never kissed anyone with a tongue ring”

Yeah- you said that to me

But little did I know

You were a full-time freak



You knew what you were doing-

And you did it so well

You had my mind dirtied

Yup-I’m going to hell



But- I was in love

With a man who was gone

He was away for a year

And I waited that long



I went through my thing

I loved and I lost

And for my mistakes-

I paid the cost



Now here you are

You’re back in my life

But you have a new baby

Just born to your wife



I’m attracted to you

In the deepest way

The way you smile and laugh

And the shit that you say



And I fight with myself

Because what were doing is wrong

But if loving you aint right…

Well- you know the song



Every moment I have

I wanna spend it with you

But you’re usually with her

And I respect that-I do



But it hurts like hell

When I want you with me

And your phone is off

I leave a message at the beep



Just want you to know that I miss you

And I’ll see you when you can

And I think to myself

This isn’t even my man



But the thought of your body

Makes my heart skip a beat

The vibe we share

Has me trippin over my own feet



I don’t know what to do

Because I know that I’m wrong

But the way that you sexed me

To that Blackstreet song



I’m infatuated with you

And know it’s not right

Because damn- I be missin you

In the middle of the night



I wake up from dreams

And I have to hold myself

Because you’re not with me-

You’re with somebody else



But Playboy-

You know from me telling you before

I’ll be what you need

And anything more



I’ma ride or die

That’s what I gotta do

Especially if I wanna

Be next to you


Author's Notes/Comments: 

2003

View suicidalleming's Full Portfolio
tags:
Lasohnda Harris's picture

wow this is another great one I digs it I'll come by everyday and read until I burst

"The things you said
Made me tingle in ways-
I never knew existed
Back in those days"