im living a lie
and the more i try
i start to cry
and feel that i should die
nobody cares
if i shed tears
life is my biggest fear
and i hope the end is near
i lay awake at night
holding my pillow real tight
with all my might
wishing i could have u
hoping my dreams will come true
wanting to start over new
and wondering if u feel the same way i do
at night i stay awake
thinking about how my life is fake
remembering how much i give and dont take
then yell at myself sayin for god sake
just get over it
im tired of this shit
i need to sit
b4 i throw a fit
because i want u
and cant have u
and wish u felt the same way i do
Thanks for your comment on 'Breaking Down'. I decided to come around and check out yours and I like this one. Good Job.
-Fuzzy