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so messed up
i listen to my grandma complain,
about my family,
she says my moms no good,
shes a hoe, worthless and shes dirty,
and that my dads no better,
she yells at my sister,
tells her she a hoe, lier and thief,
then she starts on me,
she says i do nuthin right,
she yells about everything i do.
my dad is never home,
and when he is u wont kno,
we never really talk,
and when we do,
its just a few words,
he yells at me for everything,
but my sister gets rewarded.
my olderest sister has 4 kids,
they live with us and her husband,
i alwayz like to help,
but at times it gets tiring,
i try to do my best,
but at times i cant keep up.
so i go to school,
thinking life would b greater,
but it only turns out as bad,
i make new friends,
but they all leave me,
not by choice,
but im still left all alone,
in a school so huge,
i feel like a loner.
my only way around it all,
is to write my feelings to u,
nobody really listens,
the wat i ahve to say,
my thoughts never count,
and nobody cares how i feel,
so if u read this,
plz understand how i feel.
