Defeated

I'm feeling it again

The thoughts that I dread

It's that really lonely feeling

Making me wish I were dead

Why can't anyone understand

The empty feeling that I feel

The only option is to shut them out

I will never heal

I feel like a ghost

So empty and so cold 

I anguish the thought of life

Those thoughts are to much to hold

I wish this were all a dream

And soon I would just wake

To question all that has happened

Then realize it was fake 

I try to tell myself

One day it will all be fine

But I don't know how much longer 

Until I cross that line

I feel defeated 

Like there's nothing left to give

And that's a bad feeling

Leaving me not want to live

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