I'm feeling it again
The thoughts that I dread
It's that really lonely feeling
Making me wish I were dead
Why can't anyone understand
The empty feeling that I feel
The only option is to shut them out
I will never heal
I feel like a ghost
So empty and so cold
I anguish the thought of life
Those thoughts are to much to hold
I wish this were all a dream
And soon I would just wake
To question all that has happened
Then realize it was fake
I try to tell myself
One day it will all be fine
But I don't know how much longer
Until I cross that line
I feel defeated
Like there's nothing left to give
And that's a bad feeling
Leaving me not want to live