Why do I even care, want you to still be here,
when i should walk away and disappear
In to the blackness, in to thin air...
Throw away all that we were,
just to be clear,
I never really got over you my dear,
Apologize when I really shouldn’t,
Forgive you when I really couldn’t
Make me wait, when I really wouldn’t
Things we’d do when we really shouldn’t
So I m still here, for you,
through the tears,
it’s the years,
The time invested,
patience tested,
tried and vested,
the fights and attested,
Can’t walk away and to divest it,
Pretend I m okay and digest it
Forget what we were or to detest it
Again, tried and tested
Failed and wasted...