i am not to look back at all
at the times i might of failed
looking forward when i am with out you
it seems i have entered hell
it is amazing the wounds
that a simple word can make
and how often that a personality
can easily be made into a fake
blinded am i of the game at hand
do i not see through the glass
am i bound to break my rules
and see my emotions torn at last
breathing and yearning for your sight
my mind is in nothing but knots
you have left me in no control
of my ever wrecking thoughts
my emotions are strong and unbreakable
but invisible to your very being
what is it you have done to me
how is it you make my wall start crumbling
As the story keeps unfolding
is it more then just a story
or has it become true reality
am i more then a simple boy
in dream land i can be anything
yet here i am as i am today
as real as a man can be
for i never want your truth to fade
I must not let this overcome me
I must hold on to everything
I have ever known to be true
I must not let this hotness overcome me
Like a rehearsing curse it poisons me
fills my heart with false reality
nothing said can be true inside the void
nothing will make me loose my sanity
but there she is the glowing jewel
of my ever dieing obsession
not willing am i to loose her sight
this at this moment is my mission
for she keeps my heart filled with passion
and never fades within my empty heart
as she breaks down my stone walls
i sit and wait if our time will ever start
She is my goddess she is my everything
she is my rock she is my hard place
she pierces my soul at the deepest ends
she makes my eyes bleed to see her face
She is my goddess of hotness