There is this feeling
That has awoken recently
It lives inside me
Inside my stomach
It is not sadness
For sadness attacks the heart
Acidicly absorbing joy
It is not happiness
For happiness flushes the cheeks
Filling my the chest with bubbles
It is not anger
For anger fills your lungs with ire
And burning raging coals
I cannot identify this feeling entirely
It lives in my chest
And eats away my joy
But it does not burn
It chills
This meloncholic mixture is difficult to name
But it exists
And it is very painful
Causing tears to fall from my eyes
Tears of sadness
And happiness
And anger
All rolled into one.