im trapped in all the lies.whats going on the time wont fly by.stuck in a black hole.seeing no way out except killing my own soul.im pissed im sad.always thinking about you dad.working everyday till 9 at night.but i cant seem to find the right light.fishing the sea for new opportunities.but all im getting is this insanity.little by little im losing a part in my heart.cant understand feels like someone is stabbing is me with a dart.i thought i knew what life was about.but i guess i was wrong because of everyones doubts.i believed everything i heard.but all that was a bunch of turd.im always angry blacking out.screaming inside trying to find a new route.