Dynamic

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I didn’t realise I had money

So I have nothing to give yet

I’m writing down what I feel

Some way to repay the debt

All I owe you is everything in my heart

My soul, my mind, my thoughts

All burn for you, it is my part

...

You are dynamic like a wind

Blowing me out to sea

I’m hanging on so tight

I swear I’ll never let go

...

But I thought you were a spade

And a spade is a spade

You’re not

You are moulding like a sculpture

Shedding so much dust

Dust that sparks and burns

Dust I love

And as the dust falls you change

Dynamic

...

I will never let go as you slip and turn

You are not the shedding dust

You are not the clay that makes the shape

You are the skeleton underneath

You are the framework in the clay

...

And all the clay I see, I love

You rub it off, you shave it off

The pieces fall to the floor

I can’t stick them back on

And I cry into them

...

But they are not you

You pile on more putty

It is not you

More layers of skin

Such a change, yet always the same

You are a spade that lies within

...

I feel up, I feel down

I feel like a big dipper, a day tripper

Hanging onto the mane

Of a galloping horse

So tightly, I mustn’t fall off

You are the wind, a turbulent sea

But all I know

Is you are me

...

You were my lump of earth

As I changed before

I grew into you

Rooted inside like a tree

At one and dependent upon

And you made me free

Free to be me at last

The only me that can exist with you

I can’t help my quakes when you shift

But spliced with you, I shift with you

...

Please forgive me if I wobble

And my blossoms fall off

When I die of a winter

And the parasites make their nests

I will blossom again

...

I cannot live without you holding me

I need to believe it is eternal

You are my sky, my Sun

My nature

Me

...

I will become dynamic too

Moving with your mountains forever

With you, in me

And me, in you

Rub away my dust

And I take shape in your hands

Whatever forever brings

We are always

Me, you

Love

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this for my beloved husband. He has had some changes to himself which he has accepted, but I am still finding it tough. This is to let him know, even though I may be upset now, that our life is together and I will to come to terms with all the changes life brings.

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