my life plundged into darkness
all the suffer and the pain
the nights i wept to sleep
my tears the anti drug
the uncontrolable sorrow
the scars left on my heart
the rememberence of you
leaving me there to wither
to fade away to nothingness
the tranquilty that never is found
the unseen tunnel that never ends
the jackhammering screams i hear
from when you disapeered
they bruised me
bruises heal though
but the memory never goes away