As I washed away my mascara stain
I wiped away my tears.
I looked into the mirror and noticed
my heart felt forever bruised.
I've made so many mistakes
I feel like I've been cursed.
I feel so small in this big big world
so helpless and confused.
If I could just take this all away
and begin my life anew.
I'd jump off this cliff
and hang off the edge
and wish my life to be renewed.
But now I feel like I'm
hanging from this flimsy thread
just waiting to be found.
Silently drowning
forever frowning
in my mascara tears.