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You are... nothing to me
You know Tiffany I'm going to try my best to take the high road with this and that reason is I shouldn't be too surprised. My instincts at first was not to pour my feelings and my heart out in poetry and journals for you we broke up. Well I felt bad that I was holding it back when you said something to me in a message. I really felt bad you know why? because I put you up on a pedestal because I thought I was the one that dropped the ball in our relationship. Common sense and anyone with good sense would know that you was seeing this dude while we were together. Of course I had to be a dumb trusting fuck and go by what you said because you are sooo open and up front. Please. You're no different from anyone else just thinking of them self. Like everyone else you wasn't down for me.
Anyway as you know I saw you holding hands walking past my door yesterday. Walking slow, holding hands with your love. Right past my door and almost ran into me. I was like this trifling bitch has lost her mind. Knowing I've been pouring my heart out to you on that website, having troubles dealing with moving on, and actually feeling what I had with you was special. I honestly was missing you. Opening up to you with everything I had. It seems like you like me in pain over you and you was feeding off it while you off happy with dude. I was really shocked when I saw you walking right past my door holding hands. What's worst than that... you cold heartless fuck you had a nerve to stop at the dealership and look at cars for a second... still holding hands. You know that takes me back to the time I went to the Bob Bell with you and you told me to stay behind because you didn't want to hurt the mechanic's feelings. Wow I guess Walter doesn't get that treatment. Walking past my door holding hands knowing how I've been feeling is one of the coldest things a female has ever done to me. For the simple fact that you acted like you really cared about my feelings but your actions told me otherwise. I mean what can you say to explain rubbing my face in by holding hands walking past my door? I know you don't owe me anything but if your a cold bitch let me know so I don't pour all my feelings out to you. Since your so honest. Tiffany I look at you in a whole different now. That was low. Just look very deliberate to me. I think God set that up to show me the girl that I adored wasn't who I thought she was. My feelings were definately hurt and I was crushed that you would do something to deliberately to hurt me. I'm really shocked Tiffany. I would have never done that to you.
Anyway Tiffany I don't even know what else to say. When you did that what I felt for you died. What we had was nothing. You are nothing to me now.
Walter
I HOPE ONE DAY YOU EXPERIENCE THE HURT I FELT AND EVERYTHING AND SOMEONE BREACHES YOUR TRUST AND RUBS YOUR NOSE IN THEIR NEW RELATIONSHIP.
