Vulnerable
SAI
The day we met, and our eyes did meet,
Wondered if you saw the signs of distress and defeat
Love just lost, making me so meek.
Little ones whose hands I clutched on for dear life,
Pure anguish still stinging from that back stabbing knife.
Your humble and chivalric advances…much appreciated,
Did you see it in my eyes? Or was it anticipated?
Scared to look in your direction, on the invitation I took,
Wondered if you felt my world shattered and how badly it shook.
“Thanks for helping me with those groceries Dear”
Words that barely touched my lips…blurted so fast, all in fear…
I felt your heat when our fingertips touched,
All from jump I think you had a hunch…
How far I had tried to come
And in the name of Love I had succumb.
I watched as you played with my little ones at the store,
As they laughed and giggled, I watched that they were secure,
They hadn’t done that in a while you know….Not since “Him”
They miss “Him” a lot,
They ask for “Him” a lot,
I don’t entertain their questions, hoping they’d forgot,
But they dont
Little hearts, so innocent and pure,
They don’t know any better,
Grown folk are the ones that look for their want,
And hope for their search they find their cure….
Now we stand face to face, and I know you saw that tear..
So tell me Sir,….where do we go from here?
P.O.P.
My Thoughts
I seen her story through her window of a troubled home
I see desperation because she don’t want to be alone
I see me please every one of her desires
I see me setting ablaze that once extinguished fire
She needs to hit octaves like a soprano choir
Or maybe Minnie or Mariah
To this relationship thing I have been a bitter pariah
Been since of players, gamers and liars
Need a real person for Hire
She looks at me and admires my gentlemen ways
A couple of right words
I could be having an overnight stay
She wants to numb that pain and with me getaway
You see I’ve hurt so I’m a predator looking for prey
I just want to get in and get out, can care less of
Your previous disarray
It’s now my time to get a toy to play
I stray from the nice guy and that save a ho shit
Because all they really want their hair pulled and some good dick
From that thug passion you’re whipped, I’m forceful with those hips
Being called out of her name makes lips profusely drip
Oh yeah baby now I’m equipped with what you need in your life
Vulnerable and weak is just what I like
It’s my time to go for mine, now I’m on the prowl
I care about the now I can give a fuck about what’s in your heart’s valves
Your deepest bowels don’t concern me at all
I’m just in it to use you up, damn the long haul
The ones with kids are good, because they running out of options
Once I put on this hero charade it just will be no stopping
To guard and panties dropping, go to sleep kids
Mommy’s room is rockin
So lil brats don’t come a knockin
Just look at her, lord I seen her coming
From a mile away a sad little sheep
Now this wolf is gunning
For you to let me inside, that’s when my conquest begins
The good guy is dead,
Guess who is about to come in?