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Vice Of Novacain
Vice of Novocain
What do you use to ease the pain?
What numbs through that hurtful refrain?
Divert life’s games create an emotional gutter
For that uncertain estranged rain
Lurking in my brain behind this happy curtain
Years of drama has been sustained
It remains deep inside at night it waits for me
I replay when she left me, sorrow and hates in me
I need to be occupied something to be replaced in me
Dealing with this sober, has opened hell’s gates for me
Maybe your shaping me? You’re my staff and rod
It would be so easy to make lust my God
It’s hard being scarred in a wound that’s already flawed
Why do I continue to get these frauds?
The devil gets a applause, you give me what I think I need
Had me satisfied with filling her with my many seeds
Between the lines didn’t read, many times she threatened to leave
When she did what a sharp cut, I’m an anemic that constantly bleeds
Just clot my blood with a false sense of something
Food, empty sex, or porn, let me feel like nothing
We worship our drug, to ourselves we lie
Southern California becomes our eyes so we don’t have to cry
Snort that dope in your nose or shoot it in your veins
Get the hooker tonight and see if things change
Stuff your face with food; get entranced by your Tv
Escape to Internet whorehouses; get some Vaseline and a Dvd
You intake this all so your troubles you just forgot
Drink yourselves to your liver gets polka dots
Don’t stop to you rot continue to fiend and cop
Sometimes it’s too late when you realized the bottom you dropped
It’s amazing all of this because she or he left you alone
How do you deal with heartache when nobody’s home?
Do you take morphine or deal with the pain head on?
Man what I feel seems like it will last so long
Well my heart is hurting bad right now, been trying to fight it
Instead of doing all these things, my vice is to write it
Yo we find everything in the world to fill that barren space
Our voids get temporarily filled, guess we’ve been looking in the wrong place.
P.O.P. Aka Coldaugust
