Eveless
I feel like an Adam without an Eve
Just would like someone in which I can believe
In turn believe in me
I don’t want my grieving to bleed
Or my mourning to lead
To more overlapping of old feelings
I want to be done with past dealings
Someone to enhance my spiritual healing
To my soul be appealing
To one another be open an revealing
No one concealing
Old baggage that left our emotions
Reeling out of control
But when we hold each other
We’ll know just what to say to console each other
Mold each other like California Gold we discover
The Coal before it’s a diamond,
Behold my lover, my wife, my friend
Confidant our passion is boundless with no end
It's astounding how with you no one will contend
Like a destined mixture I guess we perfectly blend
I guess now my heart needs to mend
When you’re coming I don’t know, I just go with the flow
I’ve been so lonely feeling defeated like I can’t win
I can’t begin to describe how vacant I feel
How I long for your touch, I’m quietly aching for real
It would be nice to just start with the dating for real
Lay a strong foundation so we can just build
Skyscrapers of steel that will be amongst the clouds
Towers of love shadow the past, they eclipse and shroud
Each other wow and amaze the fire inside stays ablaze
Together we sing psalms of praise the Sun raids our Days
As I gaze in a daze I’m still up in my fog
My metropolis of hope is still plagued with smog
But my faith has seen my city filled with Hydro run cars
I wonder if you’re close or near, or your coming is far
Wonder who you and if you’re thinking of me
I wonder if you’re in bondage, I wonder if you’re free
I wonder if you see me in your dreams
I wonder if you believe beyond the seen
Just like I’m Madame less
I wonder if you’re Adam less
I would really like to break the curse of my father
Devoid of a wife a loner that don’t seems to bother
Sometimes it really seem like I’m going that way
But lord I don’t want that life, I want a partner today
To balance me out and finish my lines
That knows what I am thinking, that rides through the binds
Struggles will come but my Eve is a soldier
Someone who will give me fire when my spirit gets colder
So here I sit all by my lone
Hoping one day through my door you’ll roam
Until then he is cleaning me up and enlightening me
Never know, maybe she’s sitting at home
Writing about… me.
© Poet of Pain 2008