Merry Christmas

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Angels

To say "Merry Christmas,"

to a wise wonderful lady!



Physically you're not here with me,

but I know in spirit you'll always be.



Sitting here,

4:43am,

I try to ignore the pain I'm in...



I don't mind it anymore,

for I miss you opening up your front door.



Smiling at me,

You would always say,

"You look so beautiful,

how was your day?"



I hate when I look back,

and remember each different reply.



Although somedays I was fine,

inside you knew that I wanted to cry.



I am so thankful to the Lord,

that he gave you a chance to see me grow...



see me with my boyfriend,

and learning how to drive!



Thank you for wanting to go out to lunch,

the same night my best friend & I,

decided to run away.



I knew I had done something right,

and it made my heart stay warm.



Through the next week on the road,

I had strength to catch any storm.



When I came back,

I found out you were sick.



Right then I felt my soul tell me,

there no more time to stay and pick!



I just knew somehow I had to get back in enough time,

to come and see you everyday.



Because I knew it was your time to go,

so I wanted to show my love for you,

in every single way!



I am happy to know you're no longer in pain,

alot of us still look at eachother,

and feel bitter & vain.



But don't worry,

cause I still remember all our talks.



I will go on for as long as I can,

until my line has crossed.



So Merry Christmas,

and I still hold you near.



I will try to sleep a bit,

and get rid of my lonely fear.



I love you so much,

it will never change.



You will always surround me...

take my heart to your home,

and rearrange!



~DEDICATED TO GG~

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I dedicate this Christmas poem to Emilie T. Rosen,
my beautiful wise Great Grandmother<3

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