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Changes I'm dying inside,
with all the pain that I cry.
So many things are changing consistently,
and I feel like it never ends.
I can't stop my numbness with a word,
it takes so much more...
I need more time!
I do things now,
that I would never do then.
But there's so much more,
in my life ahead.
Maybe I'm expected to be the child I was before,
but things have changed,
Things that I cannot ignore.
The chills of the season,
make time seem to waste.
I try so hard to appreciate everything,
only things I can rearrange.
Because I don't see anyone looking above,
and gazing into the sky.
And I don't see a soul look to the ground,
to watch each tree arise.
There's no one in the flower bed,
they're to busy with their own needs.
The flowers are everywhere today,
because nobody picks them anymore.
It was a long time ago,
they planted their own seeds.
I can't walk in to a job anymore,
without getting a silent stare.
They glance down at my peace pendent,
and pretend that they don't care.
They say they'll call,
but they never do.
People get too stuck up,
to think it through.
We go on, & and, on &, on,
and nothing remains.
It seems worse, & worse, & worse,
each minute of the day.
I feel like a slut,
but I know I'm not.
Maybe it's just what everyone makes me feel like,
or the promises I broke.
Could it be my first love infinity,
or maybe it was the man who said he loved me,
and lied, and said he'd wait for me.
But he couldn't keep his promise either...
so he took my weakened virginity!
I wish I could let everyone know,
how guiltful I really feel.
That's one of my problems too,
my guilt has to heal!
I hope tomorrow there's someone who reads this,
that can take it for what it means.
Remember God loves you,
no matter who you try to please...
Think before you do anything,
and no when it's the right time.
Don't screw up like I have,
and let these days go by!
Relax and let nature touch you,
it's not that hard to do.
Remember all the important things,
the ones that are completely true!
