My youth is painted with endless memories
they linger in my soul
and lift me up high
In times of trouble
I can look at the sky
I cried to God for mercy in my life
Oh, please bless my mother
she held me so tight
that was my purpose
in my life
God, why did Daddy leave her
when she needed him most?
Now as I watch my sister
obeying his rules
I wonder why that couldn't be me
Why was it so hard for me to even give you a name?
I sit with these painted memories,
racing through my brain.
Yet everything's alright
I have peace recovering my pain
from mental death
and d e s p a i r
I'll be okay now
I'm an a n g e l
to my stars
I forgive my enemies
never again will they torment me.
For the rest of my life,
I'll be a peace-maker in spirit.
I rest in peace on my homeground,
my heart is prepared for the next trial
that forces pressure in my soul.
Goodbye, numbness.
I think I've had enough.
It's my turn, now, to fill the cup.
I'll fill it with love and understanding
and life-long happiness
that only the patience of a peaceful soul can conquer.