I don't really have much left to say,
because my words somehow have slipped away.
Looking out the window,
it's so beautiful to see.
Everything's silent.
I wish that could be me.
I think too much at night,
and space out the rest of the day.
I feel as if i'm a terrible sight,
my emotions have gone astray!
I miss my Nikki Luv,
I pray for my mother & father.
I fall down on my hands and knees,
and say...
"Please help me get through this day!"
Everytime I lay down,
visions race through my head.
It's like a mystery never solved,
untill the end.
My heart jumps 10 times out of my skin,
the wise words of my sister,
feels like a sin.
I'm wide awake now,
with nothing left to do,
so I'll take this day as it comes,
and hope to see angels soon.
Why did I think I was too old three years ago,
to spin in circles,
until I get dizzy!
Why didn't I eat more candy when I was little...
instead of now!
How come my imagination faded a long time ago,
yet it's stronger than ever this year!
Is there answers to this...
I can't find any.
To be able to gain these things back,
weren't easy at all...
Pain,
fear,
a n x i e t y a t t a c k!
I know someone with the same feeling...
right down the hall.
Even though things may not go my way,
just remember this...
It's just another D A Y! ;)