(16) 9/4/84 The Day We Met

Today the sun has bleached the sky

thinking he'll add some sparkle to my eye

Happily I skip through tall blades of grass

singing silly songs like some country Irish lass



I sing of lovely days gone passed

all with happy memories that last

Suddenly the rain begins to pour

some kind gentleman has shown me there is more



There's more to living than days gone by

I saw this the moment he said hi

This man saw me, the girl I'd hidden

He saw the love I'd never given



Somehow he drew me out

I was left without a doubt

I had to see this man again

because he wasn't like the other men



Kon was open and extremely caring

I could have spent the whole day sharing

Honesty, Love, Friendship, nothing less

all the things we felt, words do that express



Today the sun had bleached the sky

thinking he'd add some sparkle to my eye

how little then did he know

that even when it's dark, I'd carry this new glow

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Poems were a way of centering myself.  Often I woke up in the middle of the night, troubled.  I wrote to comfort myself.  The rhymes, although appearing forced in most of my early poems, were what came from my head, rhyming and not. I wrote as I felt.  I wrote in the moment.  Often times, my thoughts did rhyme.  I let them be what they were, my feelings.

I wrote poems mostly when I was distraught.  After I was finished, I could sleep again.  

I tried visualizing my perfect mate.  If I had a clear enough picture I thought, he'd materialize.  One day, I met a man at the park.  He was baby-sitting his boss's son.  My daughter and I played with the two of them and I fell in love because he wasn't married and didn't have a girlfriend.  He was cute.  I decided that I had written enough miserably lonely poems.  I wanted to write about something joyful.  I wrote this because my hopes were high.  I wrote this from a happy space.

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