Is Missing You So Wrong?
by Elizabeth Van Cleve (May 25, 1982)
Days, often weeks, go by and you don't call me
So I start worrying and end up calling you
It makes me wonder if you don't want me
I get afraid you might wish I didn't call you
You've never told me anything of this
I just don't understand, because I miss you a lot
I don't ever feel anything missing in your kiss
But, is it you don't need me a whole lot
I never doubt you love me
I feel it when you're here
Why is it you can live without me
And I just live in fear?
I've dreamt of you surprising me
Showing up when I'm feeling lonely
Saying you'll never leave me
And that I'm your "one and only"
Do you wait for me to call you?
Because I wait for you to call me
Do you ever think I may not miss you?
I wish I knew you missed me
I missed you the moment you drove away
I thought I'd head back in and cry
I wished we were together just one more day
I even missed you before you said goodbye
Is it you're some confident giant?
With me, I don't know what to do
I wish I was more self-reliant
But even then, I still would love you
Tell me, is missing you so wrong?
It's too hard to forget about you
Is my life to be some sad song?
What am I to do?
There was a time you asked me to marry you
I told you yes, but then you questioned what would be in store
And something shut its door inside of you
If I knew your really wanted me now, I'd say yes once more
It's time Babe to admit our weaknesses
Together we can be so much stronger
I'd much rather see "out in the open" weaknesses
Hey, we might even stay together longer.
i like it. i actually know how that feels, well of course in my own teenage love sort of way....which remindes me, i wanted to ask you how you feel about that, teenage love, just cuz
~noelle