As I sit here and think of you
all oi feel inside is blue
every time I close my eyes
Deep inside I wanna die
As the nights seem so cold
and the wind outside is blowing
As I feel the tears run down my face
I close my eyes and say a grace
As I think of the years we had
sometimes things were very bad
As I saw every day you were sad
Never was I ever really glad
As the days flew right by me
the nights were hard to see
I wish I could just up and flee
Be right there where I want to be
As I look deep into your eyes
I just let out this big sigh
I feel the tears run down my face
I wish there was some saving grace
As the time grows further away
sometimes I wish I had just stayed
As I stare up at the dark night sky
All I can do is wonder why.