words running through my head

 


Sometimes at night i lay in bed

 words rung around in my head

I wonder if there is life after this

  wonder what if things were unsaid


Sometimes i daydream of what was

  I wonder if there was really an us

Sometimes i want to bury myself and cry

  But then i sit and wonder to myself why


Was there really true love for me

 was it really meant to be?

Was there a happy ending there

  I still wonder why i still care


As i lay there words run through my mind

 Was i ever really ever so kind

I wonder why i ever turned so cold and blue

  I wonder was it all really true


The voices go around all day long

 Why can't i stay at all strong

Years have gone by so quick

 I guess my mind is playing tricks


Wonder to myself lately at times

  as i sit and listen to the wind chimes

Is this what my life is made up of

 nothing but hurt and sadness.


I wonder is there life after this

  Is this ever any happiness

I guess u can sit and say

 My life is ending this way.




written by


Cindy Marie Bucknam

11/26/2023

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