Sometimes at night i lay in bed
words rung around in my head
I wonder if there is life after this
wonder what if things were unsaid
Sometimes i daydream of what was
I wonder if there was really an us
Sometimes i want to bury myself and cry
But then i sit and wonder to myself why
Was there really true love for me
was it really meant to be?
Was there a happy ending there
I still wonder why i still care
As i lay there words run through my mind
Was i ever really ever so kind
I wonder why i ever turned so cold and blue
I wonder was it all really true
The voices go around all day long
Why can't i stay at all strong
Years have gone by so quick
I guess my mind is playing tricks
Wonder to myself lately at times
as i sit and listen to the wind chimes
Is this what my life is made up of
nothing but hurt and sadness.
I wonder is there life after this
Is this ever any happiness
I guess u can sit and say
My life is ending this way.
written by
Cindy Marie Bucknam
11/26/2023