Retrospect

as a sign of their lunacy

they just wont let me be

a native son to their homel;and

yet they pretend that they dont know me



They carried me to the county jail

just because they couldn;t send me to hell

if they had their sickening ways

they'd have my mentality impailed



I tried before to learn their ways

back when fitting in was all the craze

but i couldn't lie to myself

how i miss those younger days



Mama tried to give me boundaries

express myself, but dont express me

dont do your best do whats acceptable

son, dont you make a fool outta me



the ones i loved, the ones that i cared for

a few years back there were so many more

they closed their eyes forgot my name

turned their heads and they locked their doors



No matter how many times i tried

to leave this town , i cannot hide

the fact that i just wanna settle down

in the town where my father died

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