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Dark Wanting
Hating
Feeling
Fading
Nothing is more beautiful
More beautiful than nothing could be
Bliss found in fading time
Memories drowned in oblivion's sea
I'm running
I'm hiding
They're losing
They're dying
I used to think I could feel
The pain flowing through my blood
Rivers run dry leaving dusty tracks
Happily playing in the mud
Dripping from my mouth
Flowing to the south
Fear and pain and love
Never to come out
Drinking my soul from a glass cup
Until there is no more
It grows again, it will fill up
It picks me up from the floor
The wounds always stitch themselves shut
The orgazmic pain that I've become
I trust my demons will succumb
So I can feel empty, cold, and numb
My time won't move for just anyone
My pain won't die until I have won
My smile won't be true until I am free
My heart won't be whole until I forget what has been done to me.
My love won't speak until my mouth's stitches are cut.
My eyes won't cry until they are no longer corrupt
My blood won't be warm until I can heal
My skin won't heal until I can feel
I won't be ready to run 'till the river is dry
I won't be ready to fly 'till the memories die
I won't be ready to move 'till I can touch the sky
I won't be ready to touch 'till I can cry
Glitter and diamonds
Dancing around my thumb
Fleeting yellow universe
Loving, feeling, fading, numb
Dripping from my mouth
Flowing to the south
Fear and pain and love
Never to come out
Drinking my soul from a glass cup
Until there is no more
It grows again, it will fill up
It picks me up from the floor
The wounds always stitch themselves shut
The orgazmic pain that I've become
I trust my demons will succumb
So I can feel empty, cold, and numb
I can feel it
I can feel it
Running down my chin
Licking it back in
I can feel it
I can touch it
I can feel it
It doesn't fit
I can feel it
I can feel it
Inside of me
Money back guarantee
I can feel it
I can feel it
Growing, dying
Feeling, crying
I can feel it...
