I'm missing you
You and your everything
Everything we used to do when no one else could understand
Understand that you'll always be a part of me
I can feel you in the moisture in my eyes
Drops of shame rolling down my fact and to my lips
I'm licking it in and locking it inside me
Why won't you leave me alone
Why are you still inside me
Hiding in the shadows of my mind
Walking down the alleys of the burning refuse
And hiding in the shadows of the old condemned memories
Holding onto yourself when your focus kills itself
And laughing in the face of my persistence
Perfection never felt until the moment had passed by
Abused, forsaken, taken for granted, and I don't even know why I survived
But not until it's gone did I recognize
That heaven is inside my head when we are together
Forever is today when we are together
Nothing could go wrong when we are together
I can hear your god speak when we are together
I can feel you living when we are apart
Breathing feels like hell when we are apart
I'll always be standing here
Waiting in the corners of your life
I'll be there before you need me and after it's all done
Understanding my world is one thing you could do
And understanding yours was one thing I'd never stop trying for
I thought that it would work out if I just tried hard enough
But hard enough was not enough when I lost my sky
My earth my world and all the sea of stars
Blending with eternity and into nothingness
I thought that it would work out if I just tried hard enough
But hard enough was not enough when I lost my sky